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7/18/2015

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I remember sitting at a red light with my mom in the car one day and holding back a lump in my throat. Getting dressed had been a struggle that morning. Nope, doesn't fit. Ew, I hate the way I look in this. I don't look good in any of my clothes!  I had chosen the lesser of the two evil shirts and left the house, frustrated and fed up with my body. I finally decided to say something and the floodgates flew open. 


There I was, a freshman in college, having a middle school girl meltdown. 

I couldn't believe that I could be so immature; but my mom responded understandingly and shared her own struggles. She reminded me of a funny analogy that appealed especially to my artistic mind. Who are you to question your creator? "Will what is molded say to its molder, 'Why have you made me like this?" (Romans 9:20) 

Think about your body from an artist's perspective... There is a certain level of protection and even affection we have for the things we make with our hands and creativity. The first little test sculpture I made in ceramics class has a place on my shelf, right next to some of my favorite prints. I keep both because they are special to me! 

I love how God gives us a little taste of what it's like to be an artist. He has infinite authority over his creation. His reasons for making us in our own peculiar ways are perfect. His decision to give us a propensity for gaining weight or being stick-skinny was intentional. 

With this in perspective, how can I approach my creator's immaculate design with complaints or comparisons? I am a masterpiece. Made in his image. Anything less than praise is an insult to his creativity. 


I hope you see the divine beauty in your own quirks. You are a masterpiece. 
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Through His Eyes

7/12/2015

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I can't tell you how many times I've thought about keeping this website private or just deleting the whole thing. But I've finally decided I'm not going to do that. For the longest time, I struggled with the topic of beauty on my own... not because I didn't have awesome parents who could help me (because I do) and not because I didn't grow up with people who would tell me I was beautiful (because my grandparents did plenty of that). No, despite all this, I did not talk about beauty because I was ashamed. I was ashamed of the fact that I didn't like my body. I was ashamed of my body. 

I can't help but think of the girl or woman out there who knows this feeling. I wanted so desperately to know that there was someone else out there who understood what I was going through. I wanted to know whether I was the only one with this shame, but most of all, I wanted the truth that could break it. So, I'm starting this blog, at the risk of seeming weird or self-important or immature, to share what I've learned and am still learning every day. This is for the woman who can't stand to look in the mirror. It's for the girl who loves selfies too. I have a passion to encourage and help women see themselves rightly... Through His eyes. 

Let's try this together, shall we?


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    Hola! My name is Jalynn. I love creating things, helping people, and practicing my Spanish.

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